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Name: KhUsHbu
Location: Houston, Texas, United States
Birthday: 11/2/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: Chad Micheal Murray and One Tree Hill and my FMSS
Expertise: One Tree Hill and Chad Micheal Murray
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/23/2005
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| I need to come to realize that he's just a guy,
a special one, maybe, but he's not mine.
I don’t need to do things to make him love me.
if he wanted to, he would. | | |
| To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning, and it isn't losing. It's not about pride, and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, and overcome and move on. It's having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It's learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon again. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It's realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path, and to set you free. | | |
| i Spend Far Too Much Time In This Room.
Thinking About What Was, What is, And What Will Be.
Thinking About You, And Him, And Her, And Them.
Thinking About Life, And Love And Hurt And Pain.
Thinking About God And Existence And Death.
Thinking About School And Work And Money.
Thinking About Troubled Hearts And Wild Hearts.
Thinking About Regrets And Sorrows And Mistakes.
Thinking About When i Should Have Bitten My Tongue.
Thinking About Times When i Should Have Spoken Up.
Thinking About The Good, The Happy, And The Free Times.
I've Cried, I've Laughed, And I've Hurt, I've Loved.
I've Smiled, I've Lived, I've Slept, I've Lied Awake.
I've Yelled, I've Screamed, I've Slammed The Door.
I've Paced, And I've Sat, And I've Tossed And I've Turned.
Oh, If Only These Walls Could Talk, The Stories They'd Tell,
And Here i Sit Now, Wishing They Could Talk.
Wishing They Could Tell You Everything i Can't.
Wishing They Had The Courage And The Words i Don't.
Wishing They Could Explain The Complete Mess That i Am.
Wishing They Could Tell You The Words i Whisper In My Sleep.
Wishing They Could Show The Expressions Of My Face.
Confusion, Surprise, Smiles, Laughter, Brightness.
Wishing They Could Gush The Secrets In My Heart And My Head | | |
| I woke up today with a smile on my face. The sun was shining, birds singing, and I did not have a care in the world. I know now what I need and what I don't. I understand that you can't always have your cake and eat it too. The little life lessons have become huge chapters in my life. Today, Tomorrow, and then next day after that I will no longer be afraid. I'll have no fear in what I choose to do. I will do things with my whole heart and not regret a thing. I will have endless possibilities starting today. This day has defined me as who I am, and who I will become. I am no longer naive or bitter about life. I will forever see everything as opportunity and a gift rather than bleek nothingness. Today I have become me. I shall love it, share it, and embrace it. | | |
| Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for him, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that the best just isn't you.
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